Interestingly enough, that brings me to share a song with you that has more meaning to me and that I find myself listening to when I need hope, confidence, some encouragement and occasionally a good cry. For many years my grandfather, aka "Silly Papa," took care of me a lot while my parents worked. About 5 years ago he was diagnosed with kidney disease. This was about the same time the song "Rise Up" by Andra Day was released. At the time of his dialysis this song provided a sense of hope. About 2 years ago, he went to the ICU and never returned home. When visiting him, I would play this song when he was asleep and was just singing and humming to myself. About a week before he passed, I played this song and he squeezed my hand and said "When you hear this song, feel me squeeze your hand and know that I'm holding it and leading you through this crazy world. I am proud of you. Be HAPPY." Now that he is gone, this song encourages me to face challenges in my life with his advice.
During this pandemic, all I have wanted to do was get out of the house, go somewhere with my best friend and dance. And although, neither of us can dance, I found myself face timing her and putting on songs that are up beat and just jump up and down. A lot of the times we somehow manage to end up on Taylor Swift. Like it or not, Tay Tay has a new found sound that makes you want to get up and just swing your hair back and forth. Recently, I keep wandering onto her song "Shake it off." Although its not on one of her newer albums, it brings back memories of joy and me learning how to drive with that song playing in the background, almost always followed by mom shouting at me to stop dancing and keep my hands on the steering wheel!
As my best friend knows, since we share a Spotify account, I absolutely love music. I know I have a designated playlist on that account that has at least 5 days worth of music ranging from country, to pop, to jazz, christian music, even some musical theater and Disney songs! However, I have not really been able to get this particular song "Broccoli,"by Lil Yachty and D.R.A.M. I honestly would have probably gone my whole life without knowing this song if it wasn't for some of my percussion friends back in freshmen year of college. I really have tried to be open minded about his songs, however, I just truly think that I don't get the style of rapping and/or hip hop? It could also be that the name of this song is after one of my most hated vegetables. All jokes aside, here's the clean version of this song, let me know what you think!
I'm so sorry to hear about your grandfather. But that is such a beautiful moment the two of you shared and I'm glad you have such a beautiful last memory with him. I hope that you still feel his peace and presence when this song plays. Andra Day's Rise Up is such a beautiful and uplifting piece. Very encouraging. I'm glad your music teacher and family pushed you to stick with flute. It is such a versatile and beautiful instrument. If you like more modern music and haven't heard of it, you should check out people beatboxing a flute. It's one of my favourite things to do when playing modern on a flute. Very different. Not everyone is in to that sort of thing though!
ReplyDeleteI love all three of those songs you chose. Rise Up makes me feel power and confidence, too. Thank you for sharing your journey through your grandfather's life with me. Shake It Off has always made me want to dance ever since it came out, so I feel you there. Broccoli is one of my favorites. My advice is: don't focus on the words or the style of the song, but just feel the beat.
ReplyDeleteHi Amber! First off, I LOVE YOUR SET UP. Okay, back to the music. I am so sorry about your grandfather, I know what it's like to lose one of the great men in your life. I love your story and thank you for sharing that! I also have come to love Taylor Swift even more since the pandemic. Keep being you and stay strong!
ReplyDeleteHey Amber! I love "Shake it Off" by Taylor Swift! I can barely dance myself, I've been told I don't have much rhythm but this song gets me in the mood to dance around the halls! Also, I actually used to listen to Lil Yachty when I was younger (about 15) but he is not at the top of my playlist nowadays.
ReplyDeleteThe first song you picked was beautiful and it's backstory was heart touching! I'm glad you never gave up on the flute. I really liked your blog post as a whole.
ReplyDeleteHey girl! I grew up with a mom who sang all the time so it was hard for me to choose between the arts and sports too! I love how you used the song “Rise Up” to encourage you. It is always great to have music that inspires you and helps you get through!
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